a class in queens college

backspace seems to be the constant theme in my life right now. as i look at the screens and see the line flashing on and off anticipating the next thought, all i have is nothing. how does one write nothing and portray it in a seven to ten page research paper about a pointless action novel. i do not understand why people try to look into matters or subjects where they need not to look. all i can say is that i took this class because i needed to fulfill an writing intensive class and got burned. haggard wrote king solomon’s mines because he wanted to write a bad action thriller. period. no need to look in depth in the matter.

jonathan buchsbayew

i wrote this in december when i had to write a reserech paper on a fictional childrens book.

I AM IN COLLEGE AND I HAVE NOTICE THAT IN MANY OF MY CLASSES, WE Analysis POINTLESS SUBJECTS OR MATTERS. I DONT GET IT...... WHEN I SIT IN CLASS, LIKE THEN ONE IM IN RIGHT NOW. WE ARE TRYING TO UNDERSTAND HOW EMPIRES ( NOT THE MEAT PRODUCTIONS, RATHER THE ONE THAT DOMINATES) THINK AND VARIOUS COMPLEXES THEY SUFFER FROM. WHEN I BECOME A THERAPIST, MY FIRST CLIENT IS GOING TO BE EMPIRE AND IM GONNA HAVE HIM LY DOWN ON MY IKEA COUCH. 

ME: SO... MR. EMEPIRE, UUMMMMM, SSSOO, HOW ARE YOU DOING?

EMPIRE: BAD

ME: WHY?

EMPIRE: EVERYONE IS TRYING TO UNDERSTAND ME, WHEN I DONT UNDERSTAND MYSELF

ME: WWWOOWWW, THAT MUST BE HARD

EMPIRE: YEA ITS HARD, ALL THE ACADEMICS THINK THAT I LIKE TO DOMINATE AND RULE. ALL I REALLY WANT IS TO SAVE THE WHALES AND HELP LITLLE BUNNIES FIND THEIR WAY. YOU KNOW, MY COUSIN UMPIRE, WAS REALLY THE ONE WHO WANTS TO BE DOMINEERING. BUT EVERYONE THINKS ITS ME AND I HAVE BEEN DOING WHAT THEY SAY.

ME: I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M HAVING A CONVERSATION WITH AN IDEA

why in all my classes, we are always bashing america and blaming others. this kid in my class says he does not consider himself american because he hates america, even though he was born in the bronx. I say, stop being a poser. if u don't like something do something, leave!! 

words with out action, is like a bank without money.... POINTLESS 

class is really getting to me... i can't write torah write now b/c these goyim ( not trying to be judgmental) keep reading my screen. 

but i keep on smiling

class is over at 9:30